big bear, little bear and baby bear

Woke up this morning with a bad need for porridge..so we all had it Ben loves porridge but doesn't have much patience with allowing it too cool..so i distracted him this morning  (6.30) with a spot of digging in the garden (although i was pegging clothes out on the line..digging in the dirt looked much more fun). Also woke up with very sore heavy breasts like a newborn had been sucking on them all night..ive felt like this for a couple fo days now but this morning was the worse...plus they really lookk like cows udders now !.i have a feeling my milk will restart a little soon..i had some leakage at about 23? weeks with keon, and allways had one breast that leaked but its totally dried up in pregnacy and oddly i feel a little sad my leaky boob has gone! Luke seems to like being awake very first thing in the morning which is a little sad because i get maybe 2 mins max feeling him moving around before ben and keon come bounding in..id like a little more time sometimes. Had to practice some meditation last night as before i went to bed i had a suddenly sore lower back that was painful enough to make me want to cry..it worked! So today i have planned..keon at nursery, ben at school and i have my friends 3 year old twins as well as keon from 12 then pick up ben at school and all 4 of them from 3 til 5 ish? Should be fun! so im relishing my time from 9.30 till 11.45 lol. Best get a wiggle on x